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久未放晴的天空 依舊留著你的笑容
哭過 卻無法掩埋歉疚
風箏在陰天擱淺 想念還在等待救援
我拉著線 複習你給的溫柔
曝晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我給不起承諾
怎麼會怎麼會 你竟原諒了我
我只能永遠讀著對白 讀著我給你的傷害
我原諒不了我 就請你當作我已不在
我睜開雙眼看著空白 忘記你對我的期待
讀完了依賴 我很快就離開
>>周杰倫
[feeling: truly happy]
see ya there yarhs! (:
[feeling: lazy]
i've so many things to do leh but i dun seem to be doing them. my usual procrastinating self kicking in. haha. well today i spent most of my days with didi chok kang and other of his stats friends. haha well they are a really nice bunch of people to hang out with. glad that didi have them to keep him company (: hehs.
well didi went to have dinner with his prof. hope he's having fun now. hmm message him just now but then he din reply ): boo hehs. dunno arhs tink i feel really strongly about being with didi. really happy to spend free time with him in school. really nice to noe that he's just within a bus ride from my hall. (: hehs.
well it's been 1 mth and 4 days hehs. i dunno eh. wat's considered long in a relationship? 1 year? 5 years? 10 years? if you come to think of it all these are just a small fraction of your entire life. assuming you live to the average age larhs haha. which i believe is around 60+ near 70 for women. haha.
to me it has really been a very nice one month. i think we got to noe each other better thru out this one month. well really glad that we are still going strong tgt. after my first relationship i really realised that i just can't take things for granted larhs hias. i really do appreciate everything tt didi does for me and im really really glad that ive him with me (: hehs. love ya didi!
newae tok a bit about my lectures. i really enjoy all the psych lectures other than the first developmental lecture cos that was totally damn boring. i dun like listening to the history of psychology larhs haha. hopefully next few lectures will be better (: hehs. intro to computing lecture i only watched 1 hr webcast then i was too tired decided to go and sleep. haha. =p but it's not bad larhs ok larhs really interesting (: but i tink come exam it'll be hard to study for it larhs haha. cosmetics and perfume is one module but got two separate lectures. one for cosmetics one for perfume. cosmetics is a bit more boring than perfume. and the only reason is that for perfume the lecturer alwiz pass samples for us to smell. though they dun exactly smell very nice haha but at least there's sth to keep me awake with. cosmetics and perfume is a pretty dry module i've to say but well hopefully i'll be able to do well. if not i'll s/u it! haha. (:
well ok larhs i've said a lot. i guess sorta made up for all the past few days i havent really been blogging haha. well hope all my frens are doing well. gonna meet huiz at orchard tml. then going with han mayi they all to settlers cafe tml oso. meeting jia cher huey at bugis on sun. (: really looking forward to seeing all of them yeah! (:
[feeling: sad]
sorry larhs didi really din mean to be so fierce just now. hias just really sad that u dun really bother to read thru wat ive wrote for u and u just accept all. hmms. and actually nope u haven't had time to read thru everything yet right? u just wanna bluff me tell me u accepeted everything right? hias silly didi arhs i noe u've a lot of work to do if u dun have time to read just tell me i'll understand one.
wat im really sad about is that u tink i wun understand ): that's y u choose to bluff me. right?
[feeling: so-so]
haha sorry arhs i noe very long time nv blog already =p hehs. well im doing well these few days. last few first week of sem 2 haha. well im still the same larhs sleepy in lectures haha. for those who still dunno haha this sem im taking 3 psych modules namely research and stats methods I/ developmental psych/ health psych and also intro to computing and last but not least haha cosmetics and perfume.
most of the time im in science. and i realised i miss being a science student cos ive so many more friends in science than in arts. feel so much happier in science than when im in arts fac. yep haha. must remind myself im majoring in a social science and not an arts subject. haha. (:
these few weeks got a lot to do! csc day just passed. upcoming got csc outreach II and signature love project (: haha. i feel like doing so much for csc. but then somehow i dunno leh there's sth holding me back. i dunno wat it is really. maybe cos i dun know many ppl in csc and i dun feel so much for csc yet. i feel more for tamp home really (: hehs. we'll be moving to napiri soon so exciting. we can do so much more things there cos the facilities are better yay! haha.
newae really wonder whether i can continue staying in eusoff next year. i really hope can leh. haha. cos thou i really dun feel so much for eusoff but a part of me still feel that i belong in eusoff one. haha. well really hope that some miracle will happen such that i'll be able to continue staying here. haha. (:
well nth much else to blog about larhs. hehs. im generally in a good mood nowadays. (: hehs cos can see algy everyday marhs haha. =p sorry arhs i so hua chi. haha. well and i get to see wei wei almost everyday. cos we are taking same modules. yep exactly the same modules. have to face that crazy gal for the next (hopefully) 3 and a half years. haha better wish me good luck. newae gal if u see this i really wish u all the best b/w u and ur him. (:
replies to taggers
mayi - haha i love that pic oso cos u all look so cute in it! haha newae hope to see ya soon during csc outreach! (: haha.
mich - hehs really hope u r doing well gal (: jiayou with this sem yarhs! haha take care~ and of cos i noe it's u haha.
eve - haha yarhs and it's really very convenient to stay in hall hor! and me and reggie can meet u and jojo for supper too! (: hehs. tt's one of the many nice things. newae jasmine is coming to stay too! let's go for supper soon yay! (: jiayou for swimming! (:
jo - hey gal thanks a lot really very touched to receive ur tag (: really hope can meet up soon haha you jiayou for swimming too orhs! (: haha.
cm - hmm cannot scroll down where so funny? ): hope u have solved the problem already else u wun be able to see this boo! haha.
ok tt's all for now. =p
[feeling: relaxed]
haha just now had expedition meeting. that's why now im in hall. haha. realised i dun really miss staying here at all. it's really all a matter of convenience. maybe i need to noe more people. only then i'll be able to feel attached to this place. sighs.
haha so 7 days have passed since the 1st day of 2006. hmms im still like living in the past. can't believe that 2005 went past so fast. haha. sians school's gonna start in 2 days time. though i alwiz complain school's sianz and everything but i really rather study than work. period.
haha but contradictarily (got this word or not?) i wanna get a job during next hols. haha but dunno whether got time or not. with the expedition and all the orientation camps that i wanna go for. haha. sometimes i really wonder why i spend so much time on all these. i guess it's cos they are really fun and it's all once in a lifetime kinda thing.
we should enjoy life while we still can in uni. it's the last time we can really enjoy before we start working. haha. so sad isn't it?
replies to taggers
wm - happy new year to you too~ haha. hope you are doing well over in manchester! (:
didi - dun be silly now. hehs. =p
han - haha no larhs i tink the pic u took with mayi is so cute~ (: haha where got ugly? haha. hehs school's gonna start soon let's meet up yarhs haha.
jay - haha later tonight got class outing hopefully both u and yewtze are able to get ur leave else really dunno when can see u all again haha cos school starting le ):
jia - haha well it's ok larhs i've my fun bullying you from time to time! and haha you pls remember i'll be there too k? (: *hugs*
[feeling: excited]
haha happy new year everyone! (: hehs no larhs im not going mad or sth. it's the start of a new year (: hope that everything will go smoothly this year and hope that this year will be better than the last!(: hehs.
talk to didi on the phone just now. hehs he's the first person i talk to this year! haha ok fine that doesn't mean anything. haha maybe i am going mad? haha.
replies to taggers
didi- silly didi of cos im refering to you larhs. haha (: and yep i tink u've become quite famous haha shall introduce you to my frens someday yay! (:
huey- haha actually you are not really a loner wat dun be silly. and well though it's good to have many friends but it's more impt to have close and good friends like you all around (: *hugs*
linx- yarhs the system better not crash in the following rounds. haha i hope u successfully bidded for ur modules. hias i got outbidded for one module damn sians ):
shao- hehs happy new year to u too hammie! (:
han- hehs updated already~ sorry was quite lazy these past few weeks haha. =p
ok larhs ppl all of u all take care in the new year k? and those who made resolutions do stick to them yarhs. haha ive given up hope on resolutions a long time ago cos i dun ever follow them =p haha.
oh yarhs i wrote up on last year. if u r interested can go and read or if not interested in reading nvm just go and see whether got ur pic or not! (: haha.
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>where i've walked>>chpt 01 & 02 are gone
chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance
chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::.
+March & April 2002
+May 2002
chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe
+June 2002
+July 2002
+August 2002
+September 2002
+October 2002
+there's no November 2002
+December 2002
chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd
+January 2003
+February 2003
chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d
+March 2003
+April 2003
+May 2003
+there's no june 2003
chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs
+July 2003
+August 2003
+September 2003
+October 2003
chpt 09: why did you let go
+November 2003
+December 2003
chpt 10: thistimeround[no regrets]
+January 2004
+February 2004
+there's no march 2004
+April 2004
+May 2004
+June 2004
chpt 11: run! run! run!
+July 2004
+August - September 2004
+October - November 2004
+there's no December 2004 and January 2005
chpt 12: anti*cipation
+February 2005
+March 2005
+April 2005
+May 2005
+June 2005
+July 2005
+August 2005
chpt 13: .oO lOSt Oo.
+September 2005
+October - November 2005
chpt 14: my>new>>journey
+December 2005