The hot sun and a massive moon shone through a thick, dusty sky, at levels too bright for comforts. Aki was standing in a barren wasteland that was clearly scarred from a massive battle. Under her feet seemed to be a lake, yet she remained on the surface, her own image reflecting back at her as if she was standing on a mirror. Around her the rest of the land was bone-dry and very dusty.

Yet she waited.

a little extract frm the book. if u r rotting & haf nth 2 do. i suggest u go get tis bk. wat else can i say?the story is damn nice.
how cum ive a feeling tis is getting like a book review?
newae. anyone who noes where 2 get the vcd or not. i suggest u cum & tell me. pronto.

recently oso started liking linkin park. 4 pple who dunno what it's. it's a eng band. it's not formed in 2000. i tot sho laz time. opps. sorry 2 give the wrong info. newae. damn damn nice lorhs their song. they've one album sho far. hybrid theory.

10x 2 janice. help me burn the cd. sorry 2 weiwei. comp conked up frm trying 2 help me burn it. 10x 4 lending me the cd oso.

my fave songs r in the end/crawling/papercut. i noe i'll eventually like all the songs. the lyrics r very nice. shall share wif u all some.

someone told me b4 not 2 associate song lyrics wif ur life. tink it's suat ying [luv 2 call cherlyn by tis]. but juz carn help it larhs. when the lyrics say out exactly wat i feel deep down inside. hias. which is qt sad. coz lp's lyrics rn't all very optimistic one. yep.

reality = desolation

seriously. ive nth 2 say here.

@ 1st tis section wasn't planned 2 b like tis one. but then. luckily stoopid envy merging wif virtue. then i carn upload my page.

i noe ive told sum pple i'll tell them wat was wrong wif me the last few days. y i alwiz look sho moody. wat's troubling me. but tinking of it. no one wld understand.

no one in tis world really understands me

not even a single soul.

if u r tinking u do understand me. then do u noe exactly wat i wan in life. do u noe y i act the way im. do u noe wat's my fave thing/person on earth. do u noe wat i tink of @ nite when everybody's asleep. do u noe wat's my fantasies are like. do u even realise tt wat u noe abt me might only be superficial. yes. wat do u have 2 say now.

well anyway. i dun feel sho depressed now larhs. have been trying my best to tink optimistic tis few days. feeling sho much betta. [sho jingyi u r rite.]

u noe i've tis resolution. to cherish every single thing and every single one ard me. bet u din rite. but tink im not really achieving it. tink i've to work much much harder. sho. here's my 1st step.

my apologies to pple ive screamed @. pple who ive dao1 b4. pple ive failed to help when they sho needed help. pple who cares abt me but ive failed to noticed. pple ive said no good things abt. pple ive negative tots abt.

i am sorry.

lina jus told me tt cos i alwiz say sorry. then it just seems sho insincere sumtimes. but. frm the bottom of my heart. every sorry counts. it matters. to me @ least. even tho' everyone else might tink it doesn't.

im just sho insecure sumtimes. dunno whether anything i do might anger anyone [tho' i noe most of the things i do does]. sho sorry jus keep popping outta my mouth. actually for pple im really close 2. i wun keep sorrying to them. but. these pple r sho real. sho damn rare.

too bad lorhs. hias.

newae. i'll still cherish every one ard me. hopefully i can open up my heart. & accept everyone. cos i shld noe [tis is my 16th yr on tis planet] tt everyone has their flaws. we shld accept pple 4 the way they r. haiyo. i noe i must change my temper oso. i noe a lot of pple are not @ all :) wif my temper. neither am i. sho. i shld just change 4 the betta.

then maybe i'll start 2 realise tt. it isn't sho hard 2 get along wif pple. & then hopefully i'll find someone who really really cares abt me.

in the end.

=jingyi=
i noe u care. i luv u too. guess i'll choose the optimistic way. but. u hafta help me. k. i dun wan 2 b hurt nemore.

=humunk,mayi,amm,
peishan=
mans. u dun haf any idea how much how much i miss u all.

=seejia=
cheer up larhs. dun care abt those pple u dun like lorhs. the capacity in one's heart is limited. dun use it to contain those things u dun like. [wow. it's sho easy to tell pple wat 2 do. hias.] save the space for things u luv. & care abt. --> tis's juz some wai1 dao4 li3 frm me larhs.

=lina=
seriously. im really happy to get u as my partner. like everytime u r alwiz the one who ren3 wo3 one. 10x man. & hor. sgh is correct. let's enjoy our partnership.

=yuan=
really miss going to skool & home wif u. sobz.

=all s/ms=
had spent 3 yrs of my life wif u all liaos. tis might juz b like the last yr. sho depressing 2 tink of leaving u all. dun dare 2 tink of it. dun dare 2 face it. let's really treasure each other. starting frm tis very moment. we must haf tis date when we'll meet together every yr. then everyone must turn up. k.

=suat ying,aderine & everyone else sitting ard me in class=
10x mans. for making my classrm life sho farn. but hor suat ying. m i really tt ne ne? hmmph.

to end.